[Verse]
I don t wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don t wanna be that call at 4 o clock in the morning
Cos I m the only one you know in the world that won t be home
A------h the sun is blinding
I---- stayed up again
O----h, I am finding
That s not the way I want my story to end
[Chorus]
I m safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party s over?
No pain
Inside
You re like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?
[Verse]
I don t wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence
The quiet scares me cause it screams the truth
Please don t tell me that we had that conversation
I won t remember, save your breath, cos what s the use?
A----h, the night is calling?
And it whispers to me softly come and play
A----h, I am falling
And If I let myself go I m the only one to blame
[Chorus]
I m coming down, coming down, coming down
Spinning round, spinning round, spinning round
Looking for myself - SOBER [x2]
[Verse]
When it s good, then it s good, it s so good till it goes bad
Till you re trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, never again
Broken down in agony just trying find a fit
[Chorus] x2
------ (for the rest)
Will I ever feel this good sober?
Tell me, No no no no no pain
How do i feel this good sober?